march 25,2001
my parents are not sane
this weekend has been fun, boring, tiring, angering, nice, and boring again.

i haven't been this mad in a while. my parents are really irritating at times. i dont even bother trying to understand their logic behind things anymore. it seems like everytime we go somewhere as a family its fine and then someone has to get mad, get everyone else mad, and we all wind up staying like that for the rest of the day. at this time in my life, if i had alot of money, id send them on a long vacation away from me. i love them and all but they understand next to nothing alot of the time. well they have enough problems to worry about. ill just sit here and play the perfect daughter act for a while longer. everything will appear to be fine, and maybe one day it will be. i just hate that everytime we argue about something my dad will say ok drop it even though nothing is solved and my mom says lets discuss this in the morning and it never again gets discussed.

all this shit about body image is making everyone so self conscious. die you magazine people. ur not helping anyone.

im going to go and watch all those happy hollywood people win their damn awards. its sad that theres not much else to do.

Posted by Maleta at 08:21 p.m.