today i learned how not to drown.
Oh. Tears. Yeah. I haven't cried in a while. Now isn't the time to start. Some things just set that part of me off though and now I can't rid myself of that overwhelming feeling of wanting to cry. But everything is good, so i have no reason too. This is the part of being female i hate most. And the fact that its a monday isn't helping much.

Why must it be so cold? I would love to be outside right now. Without a jacket. I can't wait for june. ah. nice. The job search will begin.

I'm not jealous of much, but this makes me angry and jealous: These girls that have their fathers buy them their first car. Why can't my dad have enough moeny to do that? I'm going to be roaming the streets in a fucking red ford escort wagon thing unless i raise my own funds. Go fuck yourself, money. It's an evil thing.

I feel like lying about with a certain someone watching a movie. Unfortunately, you know. No transportation. Not walking distance. Ick. Stupid roads.

On a brighter note. The color green is nice. Dark green. Yeah....Cats are funny to watch. A piece of string on the floor has held Silver's attention for way too long now.

Old people are great to listen to. My grandpa is so amusing. I love that guy.

Ok. I've got 10 dollars to waist. What on though. Hum. I should really start saving, but that could wait till my birthday. All summer will just be random spending. Lovely.

Posted by Maleta at 03:46 p.m.