In other news. I know things aren't half as bad as im making them out to be. I think i've been away from school a litte to long. It's sort of stable, every day same old boring thing. but its a little comforting at times.
I've been having such trouble sleeping lately. I thought it was the woodpecker. then i thought it was silver, but i had this really disturbing dream this morning about a little boy being in a war then being brutally murdered and i woke up crying and ur not supposed to cry about some imaginary little boy in a dream. So. No more crazy late night/early morning snacks for me. Maybe Jay Leno was an evil influence on my exhausted brain last night. But sleep sounds really cool right now. Oh no. I missed 20/20. What a FUCKING shame. more crazy reports about crazy people. makes me feel a little more normal. which i suppose is true. at times. i need to go to bed. things will be nicer in the morning. unless that damn bird is back. I have no remorse if it gets shot in the head with something. maybe a squirrel can attack it with acorns.
now see. my thoughts are wrong. squirrels wouldnt want to waste their precious acorns.
Posted by Maleta at 11:25 p.m.