ohh man..
If you think about it, confession is a truly useless thing. It gives people an excuse to do bad things. If you do the right thing to begin with, then there is no reason to go to a PERSON and tell him you're sorry so he can forgive you. He's a person, too. By nature people make mistakes, and one should take these things and learn from their mistakes, but by telling them to another person and having them forgive you makes no sense. You should forgive yourself. This individual that you're talking to is not God, nor is he the voice of God, so if you are in fact worried about final judgement, why go through a middle man? He's a person too, one that makes mistakes as well. Plus, if you truly did something terrible, I don't think that you should be able to unload it on someone else, say a few hail mary's or whatever and then feel guilt fucking free. Guilt is a necessary part of life.

Wow. Am I angry about that.

Ok. So anyway, today was a good day. Tommorow is like a Friday since we've got tues. and wed. off. It's strange but if I'm sitting still, having only 4 hours of sleep makes me very hyper and think about too many things.

Posted by Maleta at 9:53 p.m.