I haven't had one of these days in so long. No one's home, except for me and my cats. So I can listen to Lite fm, stay in my pajamas, and not brush my hair, until I get ready to get into bed at 5. Not to sleep, of course. I hdad another 12 hours last night, der. I have no life, therefore plenty of time to sleep! No, but I will watch Conspiracy Theory, then those new Fox shows, and not get out of my wonderful and comfortable bed for anything except to eat. That is, if my mother decides to make something. If not, i'll exist off of cereal for the next few days.
I need a hobby again. One that requires minimal effort.
You know what. It is not my fault at all that things between Dan and I are messed up. I'm so sick of making an effort and him still saying I hate him.
So I just don't fucking care anymore.
I want to go on vacation by myself. At first, at least. Pick up someone that I'm remotely familiar with and go somewhere cool. To just have fun and not be angry. Anger is bad.
Posted by Maleta at 1:50 p.m.