2002-10-21
false reality.
so everyone. i have fallen into a rut of being as removed from the real world as possible without actually being locked up in a box. i have seriously watched more hours of tv in the past 2 days than i have worked all weekend. so yes. i fall asleep and have dreams about these people on tv because i haven't been around REAL people until today at dinner with eleanor. and books! BOOKS! they make me even more distant from reality because i can read them in school. haha. all i could do is laugh about that, though. because. well. it is funny. hahaaaa.

my hair is too long and its driving me mad. one day soon i will cut it myself unless i come up with 20 dollars to get it chopped off by someone with a slight idea of what they're doing. i can't seem to stop spending money. i want to save. save so i can go to the college of my choice. but i mean. its too easy to spend money! ack.

well good evening everyone. money woes are common, so it shouldn't be too bad.

Posted by Maleta at 10:05 p.m.